...This...is a start. Just the very first part, a beginning. It gets my fingers going and my brain moving and hopefully I go into autopilot from there...There is some inner resistance. When I'm ready and needing to expel, some other part is not willing to go along.

The house is bought. The snow has fallen, lights are up. Troy looks so at peace.



I like the thought of how Legos might compare to bits of my life. My brother loved legos when we were kids. The primary colors. Little building blocks. Ha, it's amusing to envision the peices of my life falling together in a snapping motion one on top of the other, maybe zigazgging.

      house
marriage
  love
accomplishment
                growth  
                       heartbreak
   absolutely great times 
                     so-so times
       Putting it off
                  Raising kids
              Parent Divorce
                        school
                     Birth 

and the next to fall at the top of that list....this zine.